So, I'm into my 20th day of being Smoke/Nicotine free. Last night, was like most other nights. I listened to some Dharma talks, showered, put my pajamas on and went to sleep.
(Deliberate pause)
SO, WHY DID I DREAM I WAS SMOKING???????? HELLO!?!!??
When I woke up this morning, I was so hurt and upset. I believed that I really smoked. In the dream, I could feel it. The sting of the nicotine coursing through my veins, on my skin. I could smell the burning tobacco.
I did my research and I found Thank God, I found that this was quite common amongst ex-smokers. Actually, it's healthy to have this dream, especially when the person comes to the realization that he or she is an ex-smoker - which I did.
It was just so real. I was so pissed with myself. I really believed that I broke My Quit.
I'm so happy that it was only a dream.
I am still smoke/nicotine free. YAAAAAY!!!
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